...After
living on Bluebell Lane in Halifax, Nova Scotia, for several
months, the teenage Frank Beazley rented an apartment and
took a full-time job at a bakery. As World War II ended,
he found another job, gave up his apartment, and moved back
in with his family, who still would not acknowledge him.
...The
arrangement was untenable: Nellie’s hold on Edna continued
and Frank could not break it. He was frustrated and sometimes
angry at his mother and his grandmother. He was increasingly
restless, a young man struggling to make sense of secrets
and lies.
...In
1945, he moved into an apartment again. He enrolled in a
bakers’ school, then served an apprenticeship making
cookies for lumberjacks in New Brunswick. Returning to Halifax,
he was hired by Ben’s Limited, the city’s largest
bakery, where he worked the overnight shift, eight hours
of hot ovens and lifting 100-pound sacks of flour. When
his shift ended at 9 a.m., he worked a second job making
pastries and pies at another bakery.
...He’d
not forgotten Sister Rita Marie: If you’re going to
have responsibilities, Francis, she’d said, you better
have a good job.
...In
the autumn of 1947, Frank decided to enlist in the Royal
Canadian Army Service Corps, which operated vehicles and
provided logistical support for the military. He needed
his birth certificate to sign up, but Edna and Nellie said
they knew nothing about any such document. Frank went to
St. Joseph’s Orphanage, but the nuns insisted that
their records were confidential and could not be released,
not even to him. He obtained a copy only after contacting
a government agency. The certificate did not list his parents’
names, only a registration number, a city of birth, and
a date.
Frank still had no proof that Edna was his mother, but he
finally knew his birthday and exact age — 19 years
old on Dec. 13, 1947. Small though it was, he had regained
a measure of dignity.
...The
army assigned Frank to a base in Halifax. He drove trucks
and worked in the mess hall. After a year, he was promoted
to corporal. Off-duty, he frequented the bars and attended
professional boxing and wrestling matches. He developed
a passion for dancing. He ice-skated. He took long walks,
always moving fast, as if he’d built an overload of
energy during his invisible years.
...Frank
had not dared to ask out Winnie, the girl from the soda
fountain, but he introduced himself to a girl he met skating.
They began to date, and while they talked of marriage, it
went nowhere. She was a mama’s girl, and Frank knew
more than enough about that. Frank took up with another
woman, more worldly. They went steady for several months
— but then she left him for a sailor.
...His
friends from Bluebell Lane, meanwhile, were marrying, starting
families and advancing in their careers. One would find
distinction serving in the air force. Another would become
a prominent lawyer. Still another would go on to become
the lieutenant governor of Nova Scotia.
...The
decade ended and Frank, army corporal, remained restless.
...BY
1952, EDNA had enough money to purchase Bramley
Gardens, a working-class tourist destination near the Bay
of Fundy, some 90 miles west of Halifax. The family relocated
to Bramley to tend the cottages and general store, which
were the compound’s main attractions.
...Frank
stayed in Halifax — but sometimes, after a day in
the pubs, he got to thinking about Nellie and Edna. His
anger resurfaced, and he drove in his Jeep to Bramley Gardens.
...Mom,
he said to Edna, this is the time to do it. Tell me I’m
your son.
...Nellie
stepped in.
...I’ll
take care of it, Edna, she said.
...Frank
backed down. Nellie allowed him to stay, but the only person
who was comfortable around him was Snookie, almost a teenager
now. She remembered how well Frank had treated her on Bluebell
Lane.
...Frank
was wearying of being a ‘‘mystery man,’’
as he later put it. He knew he had to let his anger go.
...What
has to be has to be and that’s it, he
thought. If I can’t get answers from anybody,
why should I keep harping? Life goes on.
...An
army buddy who had an aunt living in Rhode Island told Frank
about the higher-paying jobs in the States. We ought to
check it out, Frankie, the friend said. Let’s pay
my aunt a visit.
...That
summer, Frank journeyed south. He liked what he saw —
with its scenic seashore, Rhode Island reminded him of the
nicer things about Nova Scotia. And bakers indeed earned
more than in Canada. His friend’s aunt offered to
post the bond for his immigration if he decided to move.
She would rent him a room in her house.
 |
This
is the Providence Frank Beazley found when, in December
1953, he stepped off a train at Union Station.
Journal file photo |
...ON
DEC. 28, 1953, Frank boarded a train at Halifax
Station.
...Powered
by a steam locomotive, the sleeper-car Gull carried him
across New Brunswick and into Maine, then down to Boston’s
North Station. From South Station, another train delivered
him to Providence, 26 hours after leaving Nova Scotia. Are
you a Red Sox fan? a man in Union Station greeted him. If
you’re not, you better get back on that train!
...Frank
reached the aunt’s house, located in Warwick near
Rocky Point Amusement Park. He had been living there only
a short while when he found work at a bakery in Providence’s
Armory District. ...He
commuted from Warwick for several months, then moved to
an apartment near his workplace.
...Frank’s
new neighbors were people like him: clerks, plumbers, electricians,
mechanics, jewelry and textile workers, the men and women
supporting Providence’s robust post-war economy. They
put in long days and when the whistle blew, they packed
the neighborhood bars — places like the Turf Club
Cafe, where a patron could get a submarine sandwich, a draft
beer, and a brandy chaser, all for less than a dollar. Frank
became a regular.
...After
two years, Frank took a job baking pies at the newly remodeled
J.J. Newberry store in downtown Providence, a dazzling establishment
that featured a popular lunch counter and a bakery. In his
free time, he window-shopped and went to the movies. He
roller-skated. He walked everywhere at his hurried pace.
He spent weekend afternoons at Rocky Point, eating shore
dinners, riding the roller coaster, playing the arcade games,
and watching the children on the carousel. Seeing their
smiling faces, Frank thought of the childhood that he’d
been denied.
...Frank
turned 30. Sometimes he wondered what had happened to Edna,
Nellie, and Snookie — who knew nothing of where life
had taken him — but the past had lost its toxicity,
and Frank’s anger was mostly spent. He was an average
guy, taking what was there for him, enjoying what he could.
Except for not having a steady girlfriend, he’d found
the better life that he’d imagined under the northern
lights.
...ONE
SATURDAY NIGHT in 1961, when he was 32, Frank noticed
a pretty redhead sitting alone at the Turf Club’s
mahogany bar. She had a fair complexion and blue eyes, like
him.
...Frank
asked her to dance and she accepted. He dropped a coin into
the jukebox and selected Fats Domino’s cover of ‘‘Blueberry
Hill,’’ a tune that he figured might enchant
a lady. He had no inkling, of course, that the lyrics would
prove prophetic:
I
found my thrill on Blueberry Hill
On Blueberry Hill where I found you
The moon stood still on Blueberry Hill
And lingered till my dreams came true
The wind in the willow played
Love’s sweet melody
But all of those vows we made
Were never to be |
...
After they danced, Frank and the woman talked and drank. When
the evening was done, he gave her a token of affection: a
Canadian dollar bill. Frank was funny and sweet and good-looking,
a blond who stood 5-foot-6 and weighed 132 pounds. He had
a steady job and a decent apartment. The weeks went by, and
the couple began going steady.
 |
Mary E. Fields, shown holding her
daughter, Patricia, at the Turf Club one night out
in 1961.
Photo Courtesy of Patricia Fera |
...Like
Frank, Mary E. Fields was a native of Nova Scotia.
...And
like Frank, she’d had a difficult life.
...Mary’s
mother died when she was 4, leaving her father to raise
her. In her 20s, Mary fell in love with a married man who
was separated from his wife, a Roman Catholic. Saying that
her religion forbid it, the wife wouldn’t grant him
a divorce — not even after Mary had his child, a baby
girl. Nova Scotia had no shortage of family secrets.
...In
the spring of 1956, Mary married an American jewelry worker
who lived in Providence, and the next year, she immigrated
to the States. The following summer, she filed for divorce,
accusing her husband of neglect, inability to support her,
and extreme cruelty.
...Five
years older than Frank, Mary worked as a laborer at the
Speidel Watch Co. and lived with her daughter, Patricia,
who was 11 years old by then. In 1962, Mary and the girl
moved in with Frank. He
had found another job: overnight baker at the Dunkin’
Donuts store at the corner of Reservoir and Park Avenue
in Cranston. The new doughnut chain prospered, and Frank
planned on finishing his career there. He wanted to marry
Mary and make Patricia his lawful daughter. He envisioned
a long career followed by a happy retirement, when he and
his wife would travel.
...In
late 1966, Frank proposed to Mary.
...She
accepted.
...The
next summer, they would return to Halifax for the wedding.
...DAWN
WAS BREAKING on Friday, Jan. 6, 1967, when Frank
punched his time card and left Dunkin’ Donuts. It
was payday.
...He
went to the Public Street Tap. He had a cigar and a few
drinks and played billiards with a friend. After settling
with the bartender, Frank stepped into the morning cold,
not noticing that his boots were untied. He hailed a taxi.
...Frank
had moved again, to a three-room basement apartment on Arch
Street, near the Turf Club Cafe. He paid the cab driver
and went inside.
...Starting
downstairs, he tripped on his laces and tumbled 10 steps
to the bottom.
...He
tried to get up.
...He
couldn’t.
...Mary
went to help him.
...Don’t
touch me! he said. There’s something wrong. I’m
numb. I think I’m paralyzed.
TOMORROW
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