...Frank
Beazley turned 12 on Dec. 13, 1940, without knowing that
another birthday had passed. The nuns who raised him never
told orphans the date they were born.
... His
foster family, the Henns, celebrated Christmas with a tree
the boys cut from the woods out back. Santa Claus brought
apples and oranges, but no toys.
... The
holidays passed and Gertrude Henn’s drinking did not
abate. On nights when she ran out of beer, she crossed the
hall to Frank’s room.
... Francis?
she said, Francis, wake up! Could you go down and get me
half a dozen bottles of beer?
...Frank
couldn’t refuse: Gertrude would hit him or threaten
to send him back to the orphanage. She didn’t know
he would have been happy to return if he could.
... The
boy threw off his covers, dressed, and left the house with
a canvas knapsack. He went to the barn and greeted his favorite
dog, the Newfie. Frank set off down Prospect Road with the
dog at his side, their breaths vaporescent in the frozen
night. Legend held that a man had hanged himself from a
tree by the side of the road, and when Frank approached
it, he ran like crazy past its leafless limbs.
... He
reached the home-brewer’s house and knocked on the
door. The light came on and the man greeted the boy.
... Mom
sent me for half a dozen bottles, Frank said.
... The
man filled his knapsack.
... Put
it on the cuff, Frank said. Gertrude had a running account
with the man, settling her debts at the end of the month.
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"Northern
Lights", a painting by Frank Beazley. |
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... Some
nights, the northern lights lit Frank’s way. Their
iridescent beauty mesmerized the boy, portending brighter
days. It won’t be like this forever, he thought.
Things will get better. Decades later, Frank would
recall those midnight excursions in a painting and this
poem:
... Icicles
dangling like tinsel from
... A
Christmas tree.
... The
mood reflecting off the snow.
... Northern
lights are nature’s lights,
... That
come when winter is dark and serene.
... Deep
snow crackling beneath.
... Stars
flicker as trees sway in the night.
... The
air is hollow and full of sound. |
...But
better days were a fantasy. Frank passed his first year
at the foster home and alcohol continued to consume Gertrude.
She beat the housemaid when the young woman announced she
was quitting. She beat her adopted daughter when the girl,
terrified of the home-brewer, refused to get beer. She beat
Frank when his coat caught fire after he hung it too close
to the schoolhouse stove. She beat him when he fell into
a well and had to be rescued.
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Frank's
foster brothers, Ronnie (top) and Willy Henn.
Photo credit: Marion Oakley |
...Gertrude
didn’t need cause. Nothing pleased the woman when
she was drunk. All it took was a wrong look and she exploded.
...In
1942, the year that he turned 14, Frank learned of a job
opening on a construction crew that was clearing land for
a reservoir near Goodwood. Frank was beginning to realize
that someday he’d be on his own. He remembered another
of Sister Rita Marie’s admonitions: If you’re
going to have responsibilities, Francis, you better have
a good job.
...Frank
signed on as a water boy for the reservoir project. Every
day after school, he shouldered a yoke and carried buckets
of water to the laborers who were felling trees around Big
Indian and Little Indian Lakes. Frank earned a dime an hour.
...Gertrude
took his wages, telling him that he owed rent.
...She
did not excuse him from his chores — his job merely
lengthened an already long day.
...YET
EVEN HERE, as at St. Joseph’s Orphanage,
Frank drew strength from his philosophy: Take what’s
there for you, enjoy what you can.
...He
liked helping Ronnie tinker with the older boy’s Model
T. He fished and hunted deer and snared rabbits, which Gertrude
in her sober moments made into a tasty Sunday stew. He gardened.
He ice-skated. On Saturday nights, he watched the grownups
square-dance to banjo and accordion music in a neighbor’s
barn. He visited the general store, where his foster father
treated him to lollipops and ice cream.
...Freed
from the orphanage’s cloistered existence, Frank craved
adventure. He followed trails deep into the woods, snapping
twigs as he went so that he could find his way back. He
took his first taste of moonshine from a neighbor, whose
house he was helping to build. He and his classmates launched
attacks on their school, flinging cow chips as weapons.
They wrote their names with their pee on the gravel. They
upended outhouses on Halloween and built snow blockades
across Prospect Road in winter. They played baseball, using
a stick for a bat and a ball of yarn borrowed from one of
the girls.
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Franks's
school.
Photo credit: Marjorie Young
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...Gertrude
was keen on country-western music, and listening to her
records on her hand-cranked Victrola, Frank developed an
appreciation for American singers Gene Autry and Roy Rogers,
and Nova Scotia native Hank Snow, a Canadian sensation before
becoming a star in Nashville. The radio acquainted him with
Bing Crosby, Perry Como, and comedian Jack Benny. But Gertrude
tolerated no interruptions when she was listening to Pepper
Young’s Family, her favorite radio soap opera.
...Get
out of here! the woman would shout if Frank intruded while
Pepper Young was on. And her parrot would echo: Get going!
Get going! Get going!
...Marion
Henn, the foster daughter, became Frank’s dear friend.
He saw in her the needy vulnerability that many of the St.
Joseph’s orphans had shared.
...Like
Frank, Marion was the child of an unwed mother.
...She
was born in 1935 at the Ideal Maternity Home, located on
the ocean an hour southwest of Halifax, a private facility
that claimed to provide discreet placements of illegitimate
children. In truth, the owners, a chiropractor and his wife,
sold many of the infants for as much as $10,000 on the American
black market. But they murdered untold hundreds of other
babies who were deemed unmarketable — children born
with illness or deformity, or with dark-colored skin. The
owners burned some of the babies in their furnace, and buried
others on their property or at sea in butter boxes: small
wooden grocery containers in which dairy products were merchandised.
...Marion
was luckier than many: she survived the Butterbox
Babies tragedy, as it became known when the police later
investigated.
...In
winter, Frank took Marion skating. In summer, they walked
barefoot to gather strawberries from a nearby farm. They
picked blueberries and huckleberries, which Gertrude used
for desserts. Marion sometimes ate the berries on the way
home, but Frank claimed he was responsible when they returned
empty-handed. His fibs brought him beatings, but they spared
the little girl.
...He
remembered Sister Rita Marie’s counsel: You know,
Francis, you’ll always be rewarded one way or another
by helping people out.
...ONE
DAY LATE in 1942, Frank received a visitor. A woman
he had never met came to tell him about a dispute that she’d
had with his grandmother.
...Muriel
Beazley Mullane was Frank’s great-aunt — the
younger sister of his maternal grandfather, Francis L. Beazley.
Somehow — perhaps through Francis L., who felt more
kindly toward his grandson than did his wife, Nellie —
Muriel had learned about the existence of Frank. Muriel
believed that the Beazleys should finally take responsibility
for the boy.
...Nellie
had resisted.
...What
good could come of it after so many years? The past was
behind them now, the skeletons secure in their closets.
Besides, the child was in good hands. And he was almost
grown up; soon, the matter of care would be irrelevant.
...Muriel
was adamant. If nothing else, the boy deserved the truth.
...Frank
heard his great-aunt out. He believed what she said —
what could possibly motivate someone to invent such a story?
And she spoke with such authority, knew so many details.
She’d shone a light inside a dark secret.
...Muriel
told Frank that his mother’s maiden name was Edna
May Beazley, and that she had married an army sergeant named
Larry Moffatt in May 1939, when Frank was at St. Joseph’s
Orphanage. Edna had moved with her husband to Ottawa, Ontario,
the Canadian capital and Moffatt’s hometown. With
almost 600 miles now separating her from Nellie, it was
a chance for Edna to start a life removed from her mother’s
suffocating influence.
...A
tall, thin man with brown hair and blue eyes, Moffatt was
a machinist with the Royal Canadian Army Medical Corps.
He dreamed of becoming an aeronautical engineer. Two years
after marrying, Edna gave birth to a daughter, Helen, nicknamed
Snookie. It was the spring of 1941, and Canadian soldiers
were being sent overseas for the war against Germany.
...Moffatt
received orders that fall, and in late November, he embarked
from Halifax. Edna remained in Ottawa with their baby girl.
Christmas passed and Moffatt settled into a barracks in
Aldershot, England, some 45 miles outside of London. He
was assigned duties as a clerk.
...On
May 13, 1942, an officer bearing an overseas cable knocked
on Edna’s door. He regretted to report that Sgt. Lawrence
Robert Moffatt had died nine days before at his barracks
— and had already been buried in a cemetery outside
London. ‘‘Multiple injuries to brain caused
by fall,’’ the cable stated. ‘‘No
evidence to show cause.’’ Edna would never learn
more about her husband’s death. Unlike other Beazley
family mysteries, this one would endure.
...Edna
moved with her baby back to Halifax — into the house
on 50 Creighton St. where Nellie and Francis L. still lived.
...Muriel
gave Frank the address.
...THE
NEXT MORNING, Frank started down Prospect Road.
He walked some and then hitched a ride with a farmer who
was delivering his produce to the city on a horse-drawn
wagon. Frank found 50 Creighton St.
...He
knocked on the door.
...Nellie
opened it.
...Frank
looked into the kitchen — and there, by the stove,
was a woman with fair skin, blue eyes, and blond hair, just
like him. She had the same broad nostrils, prominent ears,
and thin face, a Beazley family trait.
...Are
you my mother? Frank said.
...Nellie
cut him off.
...Her
name is Edna Moffatt, she said. She’s not your mother.
Now no more questions.
...Francis
L. was not home, could not intercede for the boy. Nellie
told Frank to return to his foster home — but she
did not say goodbye for good. Nellie’s father had
recently died, leaving the house to her, and she was planning
to sell it and move to a more respectable neighborhood.
She intended to realize her social pretensions.
...After
they had settled in, Nellie said, Frank could live with
them there. She would let him know when they were ready.
...Why
such an offer after so many years? Pressure from Muriel
Mullane? Pressure from Francis L., who had told his grandson
that he would give him a better life? A belated pang of
conscience? Or was it that Frank was no longer Baby Francis,
but a teenage boy soon to be a man. Now that he knew where
the Beazleys lived, did Nellie fear trouble if she rejected
him completely?
...Was
it even the truth?
...FRANCIS
L. BEAZLEY was at home on Saturday, Dec. 5, 1942,
when he dropped dead of a heart attack. He was 55 years
old. His
obituary, written with Nellie’s input, mentioned
his army service and the 18 years that he had worked as
a clerk for Canadian National Steamships. It listed Nellie,
Edna, Edna’s sister, and granddaughter Snookie among
the survivors. Frank was not included.
...That
weekend, Muriel Mullane called Frank’s foster home
to share the news. Francis L.’s death saddened the
boy, for he was the only person who’d ever promised
Frank a better tomorrow. Muriel asked whether Frank wanted
to attend the wake and funeral. He did. William Henn agreed
to drive him into Halifax.
...On
Tuesday, Dec. 8, five days before his 14th birthday, Frank
arrived at 50 Creighton St., where the wake was being held.
Nellie met the boy at the door and took him aside. Francis
L.’s casket was open.
...I
want you to go see your grandfather lying there, Nellie
said, but try not to shed a tear. Everybody will know if
you shed a tear.
...Frank
did not cry, but his presence prompted speculation from
relatives who’d never seen him. Who was this mysterious
stranger who looked so much like a Beazley? But Nellie and
Edna said nothing.
...The
wake ended and the mourners followed the hearse to St. Patrick’s
Church, where Francis L. and Nellie had married and Baby
Francis had been baptized. The funeral ended, Francis L.
was buried, and Frank returned to his foster home.
...Almost
two years would pass before anyone contacted him again.
TOMORROW
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